Senyumanmu mengangkat semua beban dalam hatimu

Pagi ini aku bangun dan kembali melihat bbm dari seseorang yang ku harapkan membalas bbmku semalam. Tapi ternyata tidak ada balasan apa-apa dari dirinya. Hmm...sepertinya semua keadaan saat ini membuat aku semakin mantap untuk membulatkan hati bahwa memang dia telah memutuskan hubungannya dengan diriku. Jujur sebenarnya berat mau melepaskan semuanya, melupakan apa yang sudah terjadi, tapi semua itu harus dilakukan karena aku pun harus menghargai diriku sendiri untuk itu. Yaaa jika dia saja sudah bisa melupakan aku, kenapa aku harus terus mengingat-ingat dia ???

Teringat sebuah lagu dari one of my favorite singer, Adele with the song "Someone Like You"

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead 

Yeah... never mind I'll find someone like you. Mengikhlaskan apa yang kita miliki saat ini untuk pergi dari kehidupan kita memang berat, tapi suatu hari nanti yakinlah bahwa kita bisa mendapatkan jauh lebih baik dari apa yang kita miliki saat ini. Hmm, mungkinkah ??? Banyak keraguan yang kita tanyakan dalam hati.

Tapi lagi-lagi kita harus percaya rencana Tuhan jauh lebih indah dan luar biasa dari harapan mengenai kebaikan buat diri kita sendiri.

Aku tidak bisa lagi menangis, air mataku sudah tumpah terlalu banyak diwaktu-waktu yang lampau untuk menangisi dia dan hubungan kami. Berusaha tegar dan kuat. Kalau memang jodoh, tak akan lari kemana 'kan ???

Dengan tersenyum aku bisa meringankan semua beban dalam hatiku, oleh sebab itu pagi ini aku mau mengawali hariku dengan senyuman :

 mari tersenyummmmmmmm :))

Aku berharap kalian juga mengawali hari ini dengan senyuman manis. Ayo berikan senyuman manismu !!
Aku mau melihatnya...mari kita tersenyum bersama :))